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yesterday was my sis and bro's birthday.
but i didnt even talk to my bro at all.
i didnt wish him a happy birthday.
nothing..
guess i really do hate him.
i kinda made my sister cried yesterday.
i feel so fucking bad.
i promise myself..
that i gotta get her something good soon.
maybe that gucci bag..
i dont know.
i shall try my best to earn some money.
i was suppose to go to my sis's gathering thing at beny's place.
but..
she didnt wanna pick me up.
so i didnt go.
but i told my mom that i would be staying over at my sis place.
and so..
first place i went after leaving my house was hc's house..
to see whether i wanna live in that place.
which i will be in future.
and just chilled at his place a lil while.
called sis to make sure things dont get wrong.
in case my mom suspects.
but my sis got a little paranoid.
and started throwing her tantrum.
called baby.
but things arent working out the way i thought it would.
he was busy and all that.
i felt sad..
at the same time angry.
but i know that im not suppose to feel angry.
but..still..im a girl >w< what do you expect.but oh well.i knew he was busy.so i couldnt do anything about it.went to rocky's place after.and chilled at his place.i saw smthg i shldnt see on his wall.it was...MY PROJECT.its not suppose to be there.it was suppose to be on the wall in ms padmore's classroom.it freaks me out..to see that he actually took down my project..and pasted it on his wall..the only thing on his wall was my project.anyway..we went out of the window and chilled on the rooftop.it was kinda scary though.not sure if the rooftop is gonna collapse or smthg.but it was cool.my first time sitting on the rooftop.smoked and chatted for like two hours.hahah.time flies.and it got cold so we went back into the room.he played some kinda game.so i just sat beside him and watched him play.around 10pm plus..we both got hungry.so we went to hk plaza to grab smthg to eat.also..i kept having the feeling baby cldnt make it today.and i kept asking rocky if i should meet him.when i was in the restaurant eating.it was already 11..and my phone still remained unrung.i nearly wanted not to see him anymore.and he called.hahah.he's always doing things at the right time.anway..my sixth sense was never incorrect.he really had something to do..and was only able to meet me for awhile.so..rocky left for luke's place first.while i waited for baby to come to pick me up.it was freezing like hell last ago.and he took so long to come >.<when i saw his car.i was like..THANK GOD.chilled at his place for about an hour.gee..it really felt so good..being with him once again.but i was still a little unhappy..thats why i was kinda pushing him away last night.he drove me to rocky house after..kissed him goodbye.which is what i hated to do most.and me and rocky chilled again at the rooftop.smoking our cigarettes away.went back into the room..and he was playing the game again.he chatted with me while he was playing.and baby called not long later..hahah.baby found that note i hid in his wallet.hahaha..wanted to surprise him.hope that placed a smile on his face.after that..baby got sleepy..so i hung up.and rocky started playing those really funny videos on his com.i was laughing my ass off.hahahah.still laughing til now..not long later.i fell asleep on his floor.and when i woke up.it was already morning.and i found a blanket over me.aww..that was sweet.thanks ((:he kept laughing at me when i sat up.cause my hair was a lil messy.and i was acting a lil weird.like im outta space or smthg.went to have breakfast tgt.and smoked my last cig. )):no more cigs left.. -sobs-he walked me to my street.and i went home.mom was still asleep at then.so i took a shower etc.and went to sleep.i was SO tired.
woke up around 3pm today.
hahahah.
and i cant believe mom was using my com
from 11am til 6pm none stop.
she never left the com.
she was playing this game.
it was a miracle.
dad came over today.
and finally made the decision to let me move out.
I LOVE YOU DAD.
gee..
he finally shut my mom up.
my mom was being such a meanie today.
she kept talking bad about me the entire day.
i never seen a own blood related mother...
talking bad about her own child to another man.
i hurt me really bad though.
but well..
who cares
im happy right now.((:
im finally moving out.
away from my mom.
im gonna live with my friends.
by sep 1st..
i'll be offically movin' out.
and my mom will be going back to singapore
on the 25th of october.
around there.
and i'll be free from her.
omg...
its like a dream come true.
never felt hope existed until now.
this very moment.
though everything went wrong today in the day time.
everything was worthwhile.
damn..
i just realized ive typed so much.
hahaha.
guess i shall stop..
-the end-
- at times of need..where were you?
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